i want to cry.

i really want to cry.

i really really want to cry.

why are you treating me this way suddenly? i want to tell you that it's alright between us but i cant. im sorry. i dont want more misunderstandings.

why am i feeling this way? im not supposed to. i cant i cant i cant.

P.S. people, please dont assume you know whats this post is about. 'cause you'll never guess.

2 more bitches

HOHOHO.

i've got two more bitches to blog about today.

wait.

1 bitch and 1 old hag/spinster/old maid/old virgin.

dont know what to call her.

she's a teacher, in case you dont know.

the bitch isn't though. heh. actually this bitch didnt really offend me.

bitch no. 5
always talking to my eye candies. AND.. i repeat, AND i suspect she likes _____. the one that graduated already. heard something her friend said to her last year that made me suspect.

actually. she's a semi-bitch. so it's okay. just as long as she doesnt turn into one.

lets see..
today TOTAL DEFENCE DAY THINGY WAS FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
i looooooooooooooooooooove the screaming part. as in cheering for your house part. i dont have a sorethroat from it yet. coooooooooooooooooooooool. had quite a good view of him. so quite happy. but most of the time i was watching the 'match' instead of him. ALPINE WON AND WE, ATLAS, LOST! ugh. im not very happy about losing to them in the 'match'. but the 'cheerleading' thing, i agree they should win. OURS WAS LIKE KANASAI LA. like, not prepared.

but ATLAS has its good points.
LIKE THE NUMBER OF HOTTIES IN ATLAS.

HAHA!

okay. not gonna continue.

CIAO~

WAIT!

i forgot about the old hag/spinster/old maid/old virgin.

she's such a bitch. but at the same time, she cant be one. she's not up to standard. anyway, me and janelle was opening our toblerones [dont know how to spell] once we were outside hall. then she come and extra extra. UGH. "i feel like eating some chocolate" or something like that, with her hand outstretched. WALAU. then fine la. me and janelle put in her hand. i dont want to see her face anymore so i walked off. then janelle was still there.

janelle: anyway i dont want. so mushy and disgusting already.

old hag: okay then i throw away ar.

janelle: throw la [walking off]

HA! she thinks we'll be bothered over some chocolates?!

actually we were.

so we went FAR FAR AWAY FROM HER.

now i know why is she still an old maid or old virgin or WHATEVER.

ugh. okay. enough for now.

BYE~

GROSSED OUT.

TOTALLY GROSSED OUT!

bitch no. 1 really grossed me out. i just read something totally grossed. she's probably the worst BITCH of all. people that i thought i know.. changed so much that i dont know them anymore.

UGH. enough about bitches for the day.
they spoil my whole mood.

okay..
today had some stupid skit about valentine's day in school during assembly. and the DAMN teachers delayed us for so damn freaking long after that. we like.. left the hall at 2.10 when we were supposed to have ended at 1.30

WTH RIGHT?!

and i only got to see a little of him during assembly. so many people blocking him la. so.. yeah.

OH YA!
and the guy that was acting in the stupid skit.. saliva kept coming out of his mouth la. luckily im not the first person. im the second so poor siyi kena his "holy water". so did maya. LOL! damn funny.

hmm.. i dont want to waste any more time blogging.
got 2 tests tomorrow and gotta pass up graded assignment tomorrow.

CIAO~

bitches.

bitches bitches bitches.

why are there so many in this world?

no..

why are there so many that i know of?

bitch no. 1
spends her valentine's day talking and talking to her boyfriend's FRIEND. acting as if he's her valentine instead of her boyfriend. come on, is that the way to treat your boyfriend?

bitch no. 2
i guess she thinks 'seeing is NOT believing'. instead, hearing IS believing.

bitch no. 3
-i shall keep mum-

bitch no. 4
backstabbing hypocrite. -shall not go into details-

THERE ARE MANY MORE OUT THERE PEOPLE. WATCH YOUR BACKS!

P.S. This post is dedicated to only bitches. If you don't think you're one, then you don't need to worry.

nothing i do will convince you.

12febuary2008
We went for the stupid field trip after school. And i have absolutely no idea how many kilometers we walked. I just know it's damn freaking much. I could barely stand after that while drying the dishes. I wanna say..

THANKS TO..
-Jon:D
-Zaniel:D
-Fajrina:D
-Maya:D
They helped me. Alot.

Okay..

13febuary2008
Had the kind of feeling I used to have in primary school when I woke up. The feeling of dread. Janelle called in the morning to say she wasn't coming to school. I wasn't surprised. I wasn't dreading school that much too. But.. it all changed when I reached school. Anyway, school didn't turn out THAT bad after all. After school did though. I was hungry like hell and wanted to go mac's but everybody's busy so I went home for lunch in the end. Okay.. this post is freaking boring. Like all my other posts.

This wasn't what I wanted to post. But I forgot what I wanted to post anyway.

Thats all for today.

Till i have more interesting things to blog about~

.

qiwen is back!

okay..

these few days were hectic man! especially new year's eve. whoa. i seriously hate that day. excep;t for the part where i saw him at bedok interchange. HAHA! anyway.. my toe bled twice that day. LIKE, WTH?! okay.. nobody cares. hmm.. yesterday was BORING~
getting lesser and lesser ang baos. today isnt very good either. my 'new' clothes are.. eww. yeah. thast just the word. eww.

im crapping around.

i know this is torture.

to whoever is reading.

'cause it's so boring that you're gonna fall asleep this moment.

im so sorry.

i shall stop now.

spare you the torture of reading on..

just.

remember.

to.

tag.

me.

okay.

bye.

okay. i've recovered from my 'depression'.
now now..
lemme see what i havent blogged about.

hmm..
i failed my 2nd biology graded assignment.
i failed my chinese test.
im GONNA fail my maths test.
im PROBABLY GONNA fail my social studies test also.
i lost to bryan and sarah in english. [crap!]
im gonna fail my A maths CA.

okay. enough of failures.

i was 3/4 dead on tuesday.
i was 1/2 alive on wednesday.
i was 1/2 dead on thursday.
i was 1/4 dead on friday.

ha.

blah. nothing much to blog about.

tata~

i've run out of things to blog about.