28febuary2008
hmm.. fun i guess. mdm nava showed us our overall maths marks and i got highest in class. YAY! but the thing is.. i got 67, which is a B3. LIKE, WTH?! thats the highest?! sigh. our class standard is really.. tsk. anyway after school, we did the hot house thing. sarah, pearlene, siyi and janelle all came to my house to do it. but before that, when we were eating lunch, we kept laughing la. fun la. feels like a 'girls only' outing. soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. they were making the hot house and i didnt know how i could help so they ask me to do the research for the skit thing. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?! it wasnt compulsory! then i felt like i didnt do much in the end. sigh. i felt useless. okay.. but overall, it was fun (:

and THE DAMN BIOLOGY NOTES! i couldnt sleep early although i was freaking tired la. and in the end, i still havent finished it when i came to school today. if i had known, i would have just slept without bothering to do it.

29febuary2008
hmm.. today was kinda boring. had lessons per normal. blah blah. then realised how..

FREAKING

PHAT

I AM!

sian. went to mc'donald's with maya for lunch and there was this bigger-than-usual-houseflies kinda fly. damn that irritating fly. kieep flying around my food. then i kept running from place to place :x haha. got maya to kill it for me in the end. phew. *wipes sweat from brow*


P.S. MR WHEY! IF YOU'RE READING THIS POST, TAG ME LA! DONT READ THEN SIAM LEIS! :D

crap.

some thief stole $4 from me today. wth. $4 also want steal. ass man. 2nd time got money stolen already. last time $6, now $4. this time IN the library some more.

okay.. lets see.
got some other results back today..

ENGLISH (common test) (the one we so called did badly)
15/25
(only 7 people in my class passed. but that's considered good, according to my teacher. she said we did better than the other classes.)

SOCIAL STUDIES
5/25
yeah. seriously, i cant do history or social studies for nuts. im gonna fail throughout secondary school. sigh.

hmm..
abdillah is such an asshole. he made me shelf so much freaking books. and they're CHINESE! then zaniel, yoong kai and eric came but only zaniel and yoong kai messed up the books i shelved. walau. ugh. i had to shelf all over again la. so in the end, i kinda gave up. and and and.. there's this other asshole. im not calling him an asshole because i think he likes another girl but because he keeps blowing hot and cold. freaking pissed off.

well, i've gotta finish up my tutorial now. plus bathe.

TATA~

hmm.. today was actually quite fun (:
but.. im feeling crappy now.

failed my f&n. failed my geography.
for f&n, i couldn't care less.
for geography, I STUDIED OKAY!
and i still got 1/2 mark lower than kim and same marks as jon.
haha. 6/25.

and guess what?
ZANIEL AND JUSTIN GOT 1ST IN 301!
like wth. haha. 16/25.
my gosh la. our class standard is REALLY low.
sheesh.

LOL! but geography was fun today too. me and janelle were laughing and laughing and laughing. we just couldn't stop. we were hatching a plan. mwahahaha. *zips mouth* but it was a hell load of fun man! haha. we're so freaking crazy today.

ohohoh.
during maths class, i was talking to khalisah and she told me something really funny. ahahaha. i kept laughing and laughing and people thought i was crazy. but whatever. LOL. after that jon keep calling my name and everything, then they say is sufian ask him to call me and all that crap. whatever. thats not the point. the point was that whenever i answered them, mdm nava would look at me. heh. i guess im LOUD. but dont need to glare at me the whole lesson right! i know she hates me. i just know. but she cant pick on me 'cause she has nothing to say~ HAHAHA!

okay okay. qiwen, stop it. enough of HAHAHA-ing. go and do your stupid social studies tutorial now.

P.S CHINA'S INTERNET CONNECTION SUCKS. EN NA CAN'T JAM WITH ME THANKS TO THEM. @#$^%*&^^$@#@!#@~ told her i would help complain on my blog. haha xD

byebye.

today was.. neutral. i guess.

i had to view many P.D.As as i didnt have a choice but it's only out of the corner of my eye. phew. luckily i had my book to occupy me. sorry, no offence. it just irks me so.

ohohoh.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY E MATHS RESULTS!
HAAAAAAAAAAAAATE MY A MATHS RESULTS!

yeah. *nods*
already blogged about my A maths results but i just got back my E maths paper today. so i'll be kind and repeat. HAHA ;D

E maths: 22/35
test before common test (linear inequalities): 20/25

A maths: 0/35

err. i think it's upon 35.
and guess what? people say..
if your A maths is good, your E maths will be good too.

RIGHT! AS IF LORH! THERE'S A WORLD OF A DIFFERENCE HERE! anyway, had some stupid test during english today because we didnt do well AT ALL for our common tests so they decided to give us another chance. puh-lease, i would rather not. although i know my results wont be good but we were unprepared and i was falling asleep (as usual). totally boring.

OHOHOH.

I FREAKING PASSED MY CHINESE!

CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE IT?!

OMIGOSH.

YOU CAN JUST PUT YOUR HANDS

TOGETHER NOW

TO CONGRATULATE QIWEN :D

29/50.

i know you're jealous. *smirks*

okok. i know some of you got higher than me but this is an accomplishment okay!

heh :x

blog some other time.
BYEBYE!

I'm sorry.
I really am.

why is this happening to me?
i dont understand. someone, please enlighten me.

today was okay.. AT FIRST. but i was feeling damn tired and drained. had a throbbing headache after tuition. and left my phone on the bus 31.

i was like thinking..
"Throbbing head? Nevermind."
"Aching legs? Nevermind."
"Empty wallet? Nevermind."
"Phone gone twice? My life is OFFICIALLY over."

yeah. i was damn depressed 'cause i knew i was gonna be deadmeat the minute i got home.

BUT..
it turned out that the person beside me was honest or something. 'cause when i got home, everybody knows about me losing my wallet. the interchange called them or something. so.. yeah. i got my lousy spare phone back but im happy with it, though i cant hear my favourite songs anymore.

uh.. THANKS MR BUS DRIVER :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
great. now i have to write a letter to thank him. thank the company. have to write in formal english. that just bores me man.

hmm..
not sure what else to blog about.
so..

TATA~

sigh.

well well well. im back.

TODAY..
woke up freaking early for that stupid terrorism thing we libarians have to usher for. the freaking early time i woke up is still considered.. oversleeping. whatever. i reached school and they made us wait for so long before leaving.
BAD:
-ushering what shit sia. we just stand there and talk to each other because there was nothing to usher about.
-my school is so CHEAP. so DESPERATE. we went there to USHER only. many jc students attended and all from PROMINENT jcs. i dont know if PROMINENT is the right word or not but who cares. they made us attend the boring talk also then we were all sleeping. (crap, the way i slept was "tense".. according to shahidah. lol.) anyway, they asked everybody for feedback EXCEPT US. bloody biased right?!
-i dropped my phone into the bin. now now, dont think im crazy or anything because i DIDNT do it on PURPOSE. it was damn sick. the bin was actually that black garbage bag.. then it was below the coffee and tea dispenser so everybody throw their used cups and UNFINISHED COFFEE there. sick la. i had to dip my arm in to find the damn phone. in the end, one of the ladies working there (i guess) helped me get it out. i brought it to the toilet and cleaned it with a wet tissue. not very wet la. anyway when i asked janelle to help me open the back to see the battery, the battery was wet with coffe also la. sick. i mean, the coffee isnt very pungent either. so.. we cleaned and cleaned and eventually, i got tired. janelle carried on with it and was very persistent. THANKS, GIRL :D but yeah.. i was sleeping while she was still helping me rid the phone of coffee. in the end she gave up too.
- LOST ALL EXCEPT 2 PICTURES FROM THE TREEETOP WALK! IM SO DEAD. PROJECT WIKI COMES WITH ONE BIG F FOR MY GROUP AND ME.
-lost some people's numbers. SORRY~ sad, i lost his too.
- i forgot to bring my wallet. my ez link no money also. and i had to make my own way to church.
-went to church in my U-G-L-Y uniform. and everybody keep asking why im wearing uniform.. blah blah. and then, vincent kept saying about me wearing the uniform during the sermon -__-
-damn freaking tired. out the whole damn day. body aching like siao. yearning for sleep.
-lastly (i think) , i have to use my old old nokia 6610i phone again. byebye, samsung. welcome back, nokia. in case you all dont know the functions 6610i, lemme fill you in..
- camera sucks.
-memory sucks.
-no mp3
-no recorder
-no bluetooth

no nothing. and the battery runs out very fast now, for reasons i wont specify.

GOOD:
-AT LEAST the food at the home team academy place was okay.
-royston was really polite and nice to me today. *applauds*

YEAH! THERE ARE ONLY 2 PERKS! LIKE, WTH RIGHT?! NVM, I'LL UPDATE ON BETTER STUFF NEXT TIME :D

TILL THEN~

currently listening to
SUMMERTIME - The Click Five

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

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mr whey told me i REALLY got 0 for A maths. MWAHAHA. prepare to die, qiwen.

and..
whats the problem with you man? do you choose to talk to me on alternate days or what? whatever.

i seriously cant think of anything INTERESTING to blog about.
so.. thats all for today i guess (:

heh. no time so i'll make this quick.

today..
biology common test was okay i guess. i made some careless mistakes. then was kinda pissed off with myself.
f&n was like shit. dont remember alot of things. but some were remembered thanks to biology.

okay. i haven't bathed la. so i gotta go bathe. but FIRST..

ABDILLAH THAT ASSHOLE. i dont know how to spell his stupid name la. and i dont bother. he damn freaking bossy la. as in he go say "MY LIBRARY" and asked me and shahidah to help shelve books or whatever crap when it's not our duty day. bloody hell. after that i ate OUTSIDE HIS LIBRARY, he also dont let. what the freaking crap. he also confiscated shahidah's handphone la.
^$%&^%&^@@!#$^%^&*^*((_&*%#$#@!@

okay. lets just say, i haven't given up yet. this is referring to something else.

nights people.

i gotta bathe~
byebye

19january2008
i was freaking high. don't ask me why. i was also freaking obsessed. dont ask me about what also. but yeah, my day went pretty smoothly, but if you're talking about common tests then nah, bad bad bad. i couldn't remember a freaking thing. okay, i did. but it had nothing to do with the freaking questions that were tested. so, HA. oh ya, im so over him. (well, only on 19january)

20january2008
today was kinda boring~ had geography first but i thought it was mother tongue so didnt study much. i think i can pass. take note: i said 'pass'. not 'pass with flying colours'. as for mother tongue, HAHAHAHA. GOODBYE MY MARKS~ ohohoh. had A maths test also. lemme tell you, it was freaking hard okay (to me la)! im so gonna get 0. so yep. my paper was so blank. even the writings were messy and trust me, it was CRAP. plain crap. i didn't understand a single question :D don't you just feel happy for me already (for getting a zero or some single digit number)? nothing much happened after that.

♥ qiwen™

eh omg la. OMBG la.

i cant believe it.

okay. im not gonna go on about that.

so..

we had F&N in the morning and we made shepherd's pie plus jelly. and ewwwwwwwwwwwww, the jelly was sooooooooo gross. the smell made me feel like puking. anyway the shepherd's pie was ABSOLUTELY HEAVENLY~ omg. it just rocks. except for the ONION part.

dont feel like blogging about F&N. stupid teacher keeps contradicting herself.

hmm..
so, the english paper was okay i guess. except the fact that the passage was kinda hard to understand. was falling asleep during the first half hour so it's like im sleep-writing. haha.

as for maths, it was kinda hard. to me. last question, i just anyhow crap around.

yep. THATS ALL , PEEPS :D

BYEEEE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SHIT!
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.

WALAU!

today is a horrible day. a truly horrible one.

1. couldnt be at home when the youth came for visitation. due to tuition.

2. shouted on the phone in the library. librarian came and warn me. freaking mom didnt return my books so could only borrow 2 books.

3. didnt understand much about indices in tuition also.

4. didnt get to eat dinner with janelle.

5. waited so long for my parents at tanah merah that i could have reach home faster if i walked home.

6. lost money. LOTS of money. at least to me. dammit. i remembered sorting my money out and putting them back. but i lost the 50-dollar notes.

#$#^#%^$^%$*&^(*&($#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*(

how can i not be frigging pissed off?

whats more..
during common tests starting tomorrow onwards,
we cant sleep.
we cant fail. especially maths.

bloody mr whey.

i cant help but sleeping in every exam la. then what am i gonna do?

shit him man.

and if we fail, he'll do something worse than calling our parents. then he'll call our parents.
LIKE, WTH. right?
we how old already..
call our parents just because we fail.

WHATEVER LA.

i dont care anymore.

im so pissed off.

cant even get to play o2jam when im pissed off.

damn.

thats all.

the ghost of us.


nice mirror. sorry for the footprints :x


meditation.


pics of me and victoria taken a week or two ago.
she told me not to put the unglam pics so i didnt.

yep. thats all for today i guess.

needa go shower.

CIAO~

ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

FREAKING PISSED OFF LA.

UGH!

just found out he likes this secondary 1 girl. bloody hell. SECONDARY ONE! YEESH! and yes, she's malay. can you like, BELIEVE IT?! she'll be.. bitch no. 6 if she's not careful. im not the only one pissed.

okay. too pissed off to blog about him any longer.

he just makes my blood boil.

to think i found him cute. and i thought he was different too.
congrats man, you proved me wrong.

crap-o.

hey peeps,
im gonna make this post short. im dedicating this post to En Na. she was a loyal, good, very good, super good friend. and now she's gone to china to study 'cause her mom was posted there for work.

so sad right?

sigh. will miss her.

BYE EN NA!
i know teal is your favourite colour(:

i want to cry.

i really want to cry.

i really really want to cry.

why are you treating me this way suddenly? i want to tell you that it's alright between us but i cant. im sorry. i dont want more misunderstandings.

why am i feeling this way? im not supposed to. i cant i cant i cant.

P.S. people, please dont assume you know whats this post is about. 'cause you'll never guess.

2 more bitches

HOHOHO.

i've got two more bitches to blog about today.

wait.

1 bitch and 1 old hag/spinster/old maid/old virgin.

dont know what to call her.

she's a teacher, in case you dont know.

the bitch isn't though. heh. actually this bitch didnt really offend me.

bitch no. 5
always talking to my eye candies. AND.. i repeat, AND i suspect she likes _____. the one that graduated already. heard something her friend said to her last year that made me suspect.

actually. she's a semi-bitch. so it's okay. just as long as she doesnt turn into one.

lets see..
today TOTAL DEFENCE DAY THINGY WAS FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
i looooooooooooooooooooove the screaming part. as in cheering for your house part. i dont have a sorethroat from it yet. coooooooooooooooooooooool. had quite a good view of him. so quite happy. but most of the time i was watching the 'match' instead of him. ALPINE WON AND WE, ATLAS, LOST! ugh. im not very happy about losing to them in the 'match'. but the 'cheerleading' thing, i agree they should win. OURS WAS LIKE KANASAI LA. like, not prepared.

but ATLAS has its good points.
LIKE THE NUMBER OF HOTTIES IN ATLAS.

HAHA!

okay. not gonna continue.

CIAO~

WAIT!

i forgot about the old hag/spinster/old maid/old virgin.

she's such a bitch. but at the same time, she cant be one. she's not up to standard. anyway, me and janelle was opening our toblerones [dont know how to spell] once we were outside hall. then she come and extra extra. UGH. "i feel like eating some chocolate" or something like that, with her hand outstretched. WALAU. then fine la. me and janelle put in her hand. i dont want to see her face anymore so i walked off. then janelle was still there.

janelle: anyway i dont want. so mushy and disgusting already.

old hag: okay then i throw away ar.

janelle: throw la [walking off]

HA! she thinks we'll be bothered over some chocolates?!

actually we were.

so we went FAR FAR AWAY FROM HER.

now i know why is she still an old maid or old virgin or WHATEVER.

ugh. okay. enough for now.

BYE~

GROSSED OUT.

TOTALLY GROSSED OUT!

bitch no. 1 really grossed me out. i just read something totally grossed. she's probably the worst BITCH of all. people that i thought i know.. changed so much that i dont know them anymore.

UGH. enough about bitches for the day.
they spoil my whole mood.

okay..
today had some stupid skit about valentine's day in school during assembly. and the DAMN teachers delayed us for so damn freaking long after that. we like.. left the hall at 2.10 when we were supposed to have ended at 1.30

WTH RIGHT?!

and i only got to see a little of him during assembly. so many people blocking him la. so.. yeah.

OH YA!
and the guy that was acting in the stupid skit.. saliva kept coming out of his mouth la. luckily im not the first person. im the second so poor siyi kena his "holy water". so did maya. LOL! damn funny.

hmm.. i dont want to waste any more time blogging.
got 2 tests tomorrow and gotta pass up graded assignment tomorrow.

CIAO~

bitches.

bitches bitches bitches.

why are there so many in this world?

no..

why are there so many that i know of?

bitch no. 1
spends her valentine's day talking and talking to her boyfriend's FRIEND. acting as if he's her valentine instead of her boyfriend. come on, is that the way to treat your boyfriend?

bitch no. 2
i guess she thinks 'seeing is NOT believing'. instead, hearing IS believing.

bitch no. 3
-i shall keep mum-

bitch no. 4
backstabbing hypocrite. -shall not go into details-

THERE ARE MANY MORE OUT THERE PEOPLE. WATCH YOUR BACKS!

P.S. This post is dedicated to only bitches. If you don't think you're one, then you don't need to worry.

nothing i do will convince you.

12febuary2008
We went for the stupid field trip after school. And i have absolutely no idea how many kilometers we walked. I just know it's damn freaking much. I could barely stand after that while drying the dishes. I wanna say..

THANKS TO..
-Jon:D
-Zaniel:D
-Fajrina:D
-Maya:D
They helped me. Alot.

Okay..

13febuary2008
Had the kind of feeling I used to have in primary school when I woke up. The feeling of dread. Janelle called in the morning to say she wasn't coming to school. I wasn't surprised. I wasn't dreading school that much too. But.. it all changed when I reached school. Anyway, school didn't turn out THAT bad after all. After school did though. I was hungry like hell and wanted to go mac's but everybody's busy so I went home for lunch in the end. Okay.. this post is freaking boring. Like all my other posts.

This wasn't what I wanted to post. But I forgot what I wanted to post anyway.

Thats all for today.

Till i have more interesting things to blog about~

.

qiwen is back!

okay..

these few days were hectic man! especially new year's eve. whoa. i seriously hate that day. excep;t for the part where i saw him at bedok interchange. HAHA! anyway.. my toe bled twice that day. LIKE, WTH?! okay.. nobody cares. hmm.. yesterday was BORING~
getting lesser and lesser ang baos. today isnt very good either. my 'new' clothes are.. eww. yeah. thast just the word. eww.

im crapping around.

i know this is torture.

to whoever is reading.

'cause it's so boring that you're gonna fall asleep this moment.

im so sorry.

i shall stop now.

spare you the torture of reading on..

just.

remember.

to.

tag.

me.

okay.

bye.

okay. i've recovered from my 'depression'.
now now..
lemme see what i havent blogged about.

hmm..
i failed my 2nd biology graded assignment.
i failed my chinese test.
im GONNA fail my maths test.
im PROBABLY GONNA fail my social studies test also.
i lost to bryan and sarah in english. [crap!]
im gonna fail my A maths CA.

okay. enough of failures.

i was 3/4 dead on tuesday.
i was 1/2 alive on wednesday.
i was 1/2 dead on thursday.
i was 1/4 dead on friday.

ha.

blah. nothing much to blog about.

tata~

i've run out of things to blog about.