Tuesday, November 23, 2010

HEADACHE SINCE PT.
COME HOME SO MUCH CRAP.
NOW HOW TO START ON WORK, YOU TELL ME.

I NEED TO. I DON'T WANNA BE A SLACKER DAMMIT.

FML TTM

OMG I FEEL LIKE SCOLDING THE F WORD DAMN BADLY RIGHT NOW.

BLOODY HELL. WHY AM I DRAGGED IN THIS OTHER MESS.
Y'ALL DON'T BE SO BO LIAO CAN OR NOT.
YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG SHOT IS IT. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU AH.
WHY THE HELL WOULD I GET INVOLVED WHEN I ASKED YOU TO CHILL EARLIER.
GO TO HELL LA YOU OTHER BASTARD.
EXTRA HERE THERE EVERYWHERE. ROOT OF ALL PROBLEMS.
DON'T MAJE ME FREAKING WRITE A POEM ABOUT YOU.
IT'LL BE THE MOST VULGAR POEM EVER, TRUST ME.

GO AWAY. GO FAR FAR FAR AWAY. AND STAY THERE.

FML

I cannot take it already.
This night can't get any worse.
I was feeling all shitty about being sucha lousy friend.
Seeing that no one is like telling me what they really feel.

THEN IT HAPPENED.
ALWAYS HIM. BLOODY HELL.

I already gave up on him so long ago.
But my parents didn't. FINE.
Bro didn't move with us. FINE.
Now we need to find out you didn't repent?
Still have the damn bloody cheek to lie straight to our faces?

OKAY. FORGET IT. I DON'T WANNA BLOG ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
BYE. I NEED TO WRITE IN MY DIARY BUT I KNOW I WON'T. AS IF I DON'T HAVE MY PROJECTS AND STUFF TO DO.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

actually i'm getting a lil irritated with you.
aiya, i'm irritated with everyone la ok.
i'm the most irritating of all.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

sjbfkfbd

so.
i'm here to blog again.

my speech on IP MAN didn't go very well. haha. but i was so freaking glad it was over. and and. like i told everybody.. when i was quoting "Good kungfu does not depend on age or gender, but on how well you fight. Sound familiar?" Dion, Bennie and Bianca wanted to help me stall time by guessing all the wrong people haha. BUT A MALAY GUY SAID IP MAN BEFORE THEY COULD DO THAT. i felt relieved although my speech was "shortened" because of him. i felt bad for choosing ip man, i was afraid the non-chinese do not know him.

i think it's the lack of sleep these days. plus the fact that erm my "friend" is here.
i have been feeling real exhausted since this week started. sunday night - 3.30am monday - 2.30am tuesday - 1am wednesday - 3am. so today i wanted to sleep before 10.30 but i just realised it's already 10.29 -.- so 11pm it shall be.

met janelle today. omg miss her so damn much. we didn't get to catch up much, but i guess it's enough la. to last us for a few more weeks at most. HA I SOUND LES. whatever laaaaa. i'm straight and you know it! went shopping for mom's birthday present with her and OMG LA. everywhere i see things i wanna buy. for myself. not mom. i wanted to DIE. i have no money. sucks man. really. SUCKS!!! oh man i wanna cry. I WANNA GO TO THE FLEA ON SATURDAYYYYYYY.

oh yeah. that old woman who's teaching me microecons is really traumatizing me. i really want tuition. my mom asked me "do you want tuition for that?" she could tell i was gonna cry alr because i really suck at studies so i can't survive that old woman's lessons without any help.

tomorrow night's the harry potter screening. yay. free popcorn and candy floss. i can't wait to grow fat :/ i really think i exceeded 52 but i can't be bothered anymore. i really have no more motivation. idk if it's because these few days i'm feeling so damn "weak" that i can't be bothered with trying anymore. idk if what i'm typing right now makes sense but i am not gonna bother with it either.

every training i don't bring home new skills. i bring home new injuries -.-

ok i think i'm done ranting. i shall sleep.

oyasumi.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

:/

why are you doing this to me.

everytime i decide not to care,
you pop up again from nowhere.

The Last Song

Took a break from slacking at the comp and watched some mio tv. Yeah slacking. I didn't feel like I got any work done unfortunately.
Anyway, watched The Last Song instead of Shaolin Girl. Ugh. There were no English subs for Shaolin Girl. Suckssssssss. Janelle told me The Last Song was good before. But I didn't have time to go to the cinema so I never got to watch it till just now. In the beginning, it was kinda boring. Miley Cyrus is kinda boring to watch when she's not Hannah Montana. Then the love story came about. Sweeeet. Okay I've seen sweeter ones. Whoa I think I'm falling asleep as i blog. AIYA ANYWAY THE MOVIE WAS DAMN SAD TOWARDS THE END AND I CRIED EVEN THOUGH I TRIED HARD TO CONTROL.

I'M REALLY DOZING OFF.
BYE

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Dear diary

So..
I didn't throw too much of my face away on Sunday. Draw and a victory. But it's nothing to be proud of. It wasn't because I was strong. Oh well.

PT ON MONDAY WAS HELL. Omg I'm too lazy to type everything we did but I'm really proud to have survived man. Swimming after the combined training on Sunday really helped! I think my stamina improved a little. Although I still feel like dying whenever I have to run. So after PT, me and hazel were discussing about ry and jj's birthday thing. Tired as hell man and then God decided to let me rest more.... BIANCA TEXTED ME SAYING TEACHER HAD STOMACH FLU AND MY MORNING CLASS WAS CANCELLED. So yeah. Got to sleep more but of course, ever since poly started, I never got my full 8 hours of sleep.

OHOH AND I HAD AN ADVENTURE WITH KENNY -.- LOL WE SERIOUSLY HAVE SOME COMMUNICATION BARRIER.

Okay I realised I'm damn long-winded haha. I shall not blog so much crap.

Yesterday ry & jj's celebration went well. Except for the part where we thought that person was coming. Haiya. I upgrade him to person already. Cannot stand it. People always think I'm the only one that dislike him. OKAY LORH. Now I see him as a human ok.

AND TODAY.
MIEC tutorial...... HELL.
The teacher was seriously wthhhhh. There was no way we can answer her questions correctly!!! + I had a C for MAEC and I wasn't really paying attention during the first MIEC lecture, I couldn't answer almost everything. So embarrassing. Got humiliated for about an hour.

Ya lorh. That's about all. Today's training I realised why when I get thrown it's so painful and why when I throw it's so painful for them. I'm so sorry man!!! I didn't know. I better improve ): one of my contacts came out during randoori.I popped it back in quite fast. Without mirror. I'm improving in that area. Haaaaa.

I shall be a filial kid tmrw and go home straight after school to help out with chores. Wonder if the 'rents would let me sleep over at bro's. Hope so!!!

I'm done. Bye!