Hello my beloved blog.

today i got back my maths test paper. (like, finally!) and yes, people.. I FAILED. then the guys had to rub it in. assholes. most of them failedso they aren't any better than me. and jon + zhengwei + sufian + hafiz passed.

"TYCO LA!"
quoted from the assholes from my class.

i knew i was gonna fail.
knewitknewitknewit.

*bangs head on wall*

went for maths councellor thingy after school and it was BORING! and sheesh, it lasted for such a short while but mr malek told us that it would end at 2 plus the other day.

okay. i have nothing else to say.

BYEBYE BLOGGY!

HELLO PEEPS!
aren't you glad i'm back to post?! ;DDD

hmm.. nothing much happened between yesterday and today.
but i wanna recommened you all to try eating oreo with strawberry jam.
it's berry berry delicious.
well, to me.

so..
CIAO~

i know the blog's supposed to be "dead".
but i've found ways to update okay!

i'm so sorry people.
i haven't been able to blog for REALLY LONG.
and i probably still can't.

sigh..
so i now pronounce this blog as..

DEAD.

till the end of the year when i'm one of the top 10 scorers in my class.

yeah, so if you wanna read more crap by me, wish me luck (:

thanks for reading and goodbye. sigh.

[you can still come back and tag though.] HEH.

BYE.

okay, apparently i rushed for nothing. so i can still talk about my life (:

YAY!

what's been happening in qiwen's life..

- uh, i'm using a bimbotic phone now. in case you all haven't noticed.
- i'm failing practically every subject.
- i failed my napfa 2.4km run. [OMG! <- that was an exaggeration. i knew i was gonna fail :D]
- i hate bryan. the 100kg one. if you ever read my blog, happy hating me too.
- i was so pissed at kids' central for showing taking 5 on sunday la. ASS. i even feedbacked to them.
- i had 2 really weird dreams last one. one that left me freaked out, the other left me smitten.
- err. err. err. i got full marks for the first similarity test but am gonna fail the other bloody HARD one really BADLY. [maths]
- kenji came back for tuition and shahidah almost embarrassed me again last sunday.
- i miss maple.
- i went on the singapore flyer on sunday and it wasn't thrilling at all. it was going at snnnnnaaaaiiiiillllll''''sssssss pace. kinda boring. what a waste of money.
- i'm so broke, i owe practically everybody money ): i'm really sorry people. i haven't found a rich sponsor yet.
- i've been chosen to become a maths counsellor today and i'm the ONLY 301-ian. DAMMIT. i am so NOT good at maths. since the guys in my class like to say i tyco.
- mid year examination is just 2 or 3 weeks away. and i'm not even prepared. oh, great.
- many bitches have been pissing me off.
- i doodled on the table during chemistry today and me + sarah started a convo there. after that, sufian and zhengwei decided to join in too. but only a few lines la. and yoongkai just added a 'L' there. they took a picture but my phone sucks so i can't open the picture in my phone.
- i read true singapore ghost stories on saturday and got so scared after that xD

i'm REALLY lazy to think of what else to blog about.. so yeah.

BYE for the last time.

i remembered what i wanted to blog about yesterday.
there was this guy i saw in the mrt, he was wearing a shirt that said,
"mr masturbate". omg, lol. then, angela was like saying,
"the girl must be wearing a shirt that says miss menstruation."
hahahahahahahaha. too bad we didn't get to see what the shirt the girl was wearing really said ):

TODAY IS A BLOODY CRAZY DAY OKAY!

nothing much to blog about church. at first, i was gonna blog about janelle. but now, i wont. it's shahidah i'm gonna blog about now. lemme tell you, she TOTALLY, UTTERLY, BLOODY HUMILIATED me in tuition. she thinks i'm "shy" around KENJI. OMG! WTH, WTH, WTH! NO, NO, NO! I TOTALLY SCREAMED AFTER THAT, AND HAD A BLOODY SORE THROAT.
UGH! after that, was okay la. but i just can't forget what she said. i wanna SCREAM again!

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not calmed down yet. i mean, i'm okay with her.
but i'm so bloody humiliated.
'cause she said it in front of dominic, our other tuition friend ):
this is the worst thing that have happened to me in ages.

BYE.

today..
i went for saturday service.

what vincent said was right, we should stop being stubborn. and, i think moses is a nice guy (: anyway, went for dinner after that with the youth and ate belinda's leftovers. omg la, like dog. eeyer. no choice, i'm saving up for eric dill. YOU BETTER APPRECIATE IT OKAY, ERIC DILL! now i'm like, starving ): anyway the girls shopped (more like, window-shopped) after that, and the guys watched soccer at the big tv. hahaha, the sight of the guys watching soccer is really funny. they're like all so engrossed in the game. i looked around and saw many other guys standing in the middle of nowhere and watching also. guys from the second floor were watching too. it was the match between arsenal and liverpool. haha. whatever. today's actually quite boring, as in nothing much happened. i forgot what i wanted to blog about la ):

so.. yeah. that's all for today.

boring boring day.

GOODNIGHT ~("~)

i can't stand it anymore.
i will never get privacy at home.

i've got bloody cousins walking into my room like, at least 10 times a day. actually 10 is too little. ugh. every single day, they just breeze into my room like it's the most natural thing in the world to do. they come to my room to hang out, take their clothes, take their work, tell me about their day. please la! i don't wanna hear all your primary school stories! especially when you're in my room! stop it, you guys are really pissing me off. stop treating this room like it's bloody yours!

i really wanna BAN them from my room.

they are really kaypoh okay. just pop in to see what i'm doing sometimes.

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i've always wanted to upload this.

copyrighted please.



i want to show my gratitude for some people.

THANKS SIYI.

THANKS PJ.

i can't stand being so superficial in this FAKE FAKE world.
why can't i just be my blunt self to those FAKE people?

because.

in order to survive, you have to be fake to at least 1 person.

you can't say how you really feel.
you can't tell them what you really think of them.
you can't be yourself around them.
you can't show your dislike for them.

the truth hurts.
reality is harsh.

so face it people, i really want to be myself okay.

why do i keep perspiring these days?
is the the weather or is it just me?
what the hell is wrong with me?

this morning, pearl sore went on stage and omg, lemme tell you.. she looked like a banana. A VERY FAT ONE AT THAT. me and janelle's new nick for her is BANANA PEARL(: she was really irritating la. first, she praised the secondary three cohort. then she scolded us. she was just calling us "real role models" a few minutes ago la.

during chemistry, hafiz and miss ang keep calling me BIMBO la. wth?! like, how can i, tan qiwen, be a BIMBO?! xD okay, whatever. then during PE, OMG! we had to pair up with someone with the same capability as us and i partnered with sarah. she freaking pro okay! the only thing i beat her at was inclined pull ups. ugh, i'm seriously not athletic AT ALL. no athletic genes in me, all went to my brother.

hmm, the rest of the day was BORING~

i've been trying to find a nice blogskin for 1 1/2 hours already la.
and i still can't find a single one that i like alot.
i wanna make my own blogskin.

whoever that knows how to make blogskins,
please teach this noob here. thanks (:

ohohoh.
keep my uncle in your prayers please :D
include my mom too, if that's okay :D

qiwen has gone to bathe.

I'm hating Biology more and more each day.
The homework she gives are piling up to my neck.
It's really getting on my nerves.
Especially when she said she gave us quite little for homework.

Had a tummyache yesterday. Not those kind where you have to keep running to the toilet la. But the point was, it hurt alot and when i told my parents about it, they didn't even ask if i wanted to go to the doctor or not the next day. Seriously, why can't i take a break at home? I'm seriously tired of all the schoolwork, tests and most of all, the teachers. They never fail to piss me off.

My mom had an accident today. This indian foreign bastard banged into my uncle's car this morning when my mom was delivering food for my uncle in hospital. Lucky for her, she survived. Although the impact it had on her resulted in backaches. Thank God she's alive. Seriously. Why are all these misfortunes happening to my family lately? Ugh. That indian foreign bastard didn't even apologise la, what an arse. The car was freaking badly damaged. Like that, how to sell?!

Thanks asshole. Thanks so much man.

i have LOTS of homework to rush through tonight.
yet, i'm blogging. i guess my homeworks just have to wait.

today, during geography..

i forgot what was maya doing then zaniel said..

"Shut up la, Maya. You look like Pearl Sore."

LOL! HAHAHAHAHAHA! OMG, LMAO!

after that, when maya lifted her leg onto her chair to look at her "poor" toe, zaniel said..

"Eee. This kind of up skirt I don't want to see."

OMG OMG OMG. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

he said all that he said is copyrighted.

WHATEVS!

*crap, i forgot what i wasnted to blog about. besides the above.*

OH YA!

life is so unfair. everytime janelle gets to see whoever i long to see.
i don't get to see at all la ):

today i felt so wanted. LOL!

THANKS PEOPLE, FOR LETTING ME FEEL THAT WAY (:

1 more thing.
i keep forgetting to ask you peeps for help.
could you guys please pray for my uncle again? he was hospitalised like, 2 weeks ago or something, for pneumonia this time.
THANKS YA?

NIGHT PEOPLE.