Monday, July 6, 2009

WHY.

i'm so sick of everything.

i'm sick of the massive pile of homework due tomorrow.
i'm sick of having tuition everyday, sometimes even twice.
i'm sick of school ending so late everyday.
i'm sick of not being able to do anything fun all because of O freaking Levels.
i'm sick of people going back on their word.
i'm sick of bothering to attempt studying.
i'm sick of a certain old lady jabbing her finger at my arm telling me not to buy so much.
i'm sick of feeling like shit.
i'm sick of waking up with an aching body everyday.
i'm sick of being dragged into stuff i really don't care about.
i'm sick of being skeptical about my future.
i'm sick of teachers provoking me so that i would work harder.
i'm sick of caring so much.
i'm sick of having nightmares all the time.
i'm sick of being so freaking stupid.
i'm sick of being such a crybaby.
i'm sick of my existence.

i'm sick of life.

i'm at my limit already.
what more do you want me to do?
i'll gladly jump, if it weren't a friggin' sin.

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