I AM REALLY GETTING FATTER. I HAVE LAYERS. MANY MANY. EEEEEEEEEE. GROSS SHIT. WHY AM I NOT LOSING WEIGHT WHEN I GO FOR PT, JUDO AND RUN WITH BRO!!!!
So frustrating. I thought I would never diet and give up my favourite food just to lose weight. But now, I don't know anymore. I can't stand the sight of my flabby arms. I hate my layers of fats. Argh.
I just freaking fell asleep for 3 seconds. I'm sitting alone on some bench in city square mall. And I dozed off. Nice. Eyes still closing as I type all these. I wanna sleep ):

Okay I think time to call my mom and irritate her again, hurry them to come.