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so.
i'm here to blog again.

my speech on IP MAN didn't go very well. haha. but i was so freaking glad it was over. and and. like i told everybody.. when i was quoting "Good kungfu does not depend on age or gender, but on how well you fight. Sound familiar?" Dion, Bennie and Bianca wanted to help me stall time by guessing all the wrong people haha. BUT A MALAY GUY SAID IP MAN BEFORE THEY COULD DO THAT. i felt relieved although my speech was "shortened" because of him. i felt bad for choosing ip man, i was afraid the non-chinese do not know him.

i think it's the lack of sleep these days. plus the fact that erm my "friend" is here.
i have been feeling real exhausted since this week started. sunday night - 3.30am monday - 2.30am tuesday - 1am wednesday - 3am. so today i wanted to sleep before 10.30 but i just realised it's already 10.29 -.- so 11pm it shall be.

met janelle today. omg miss her so damn much. we didn't get to catch up much, but i guess it's enough la. to last us for a few more weeks at most. HA I SOUND LES. whatever laaaaa. i'm straight and you know it! went shopping for mom's birthday present with her and OMG LA. everywhere i see things i wanna buy. for myself. not mom. i wanted to DIE. i have no money. sucks man. really. SUCKS!!! oh man i wanna cry. I WANNA GO TO THE FLEA ON SATURDAYYYYYYY.

oh yeah. that old woman who's teaching me microecons is really traumatizing me. i really want tuition. my mom asked me "do you want tuition for that?" she could tell i was gonna cry alr because i really suck at studies so i can't survive that old woman's lessons without any help.

tomorrow night's the harry potter screening. yay. free popcorn and candy floss. i can't wait to grow fat :/ i really think i exceeded 52 but i can't be bothered anymore. i really have no more motivation. idk if it's because these few days i'm feeling so damn "weak" that i can't be bothered with trying anymore. idk if what i'm typing right now makes sense but i am not gonna bother with it either.

every training i don't bring home new skills. i bring home new injuries -.-

ok i think i'm done ranting. i shall sleep.

oyasumi.