UGHHH.

Guess what?

I MISSED ANBERLIN TODAY!

):

Bad day? Maybe.

I had lots to blog about.
But I forgot everything.

NON-EMO POST

People say my posts are emo. (People = Shane)
So this post shall not be emo.
Okay?

Today was quite a shitty day.
But I'm not supposed to be emo.
So I shall say.. I managed to survive it!

OH YAY!
I THINK THAT'S ALL!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

BYEBYE.

GRR.

Some effing asshole hacked my maple account.

UGH. I thought at least I had a game to return to after O's. But now, what the shit!
Bloody shithead.

Darn pissed right now.

Screw that mofu!

You're just waiting to hack this blog too right?!

WHY.

i'm so sick of everything.

i'm sick of the massive pile of homework due tomorrow.
i'm sick of having tuition everyday, sometimes even twice.
i'm sick of school ending so late everyday.
i'm sick of not being able to do anything fun all because of O freaking Levels.
i'm sick of people going back on their word.
i'm sick of bothering to attempt studying.
i'm sick of a certain old lady jabbing her finger at my arm telling me not to buy so much.
i'm sick of feeling like shit.
i'm sick of waking up with an aching body everyday.
i'm sick of being dragged into stuff i really don't care about.
i'm sick of being skeptical about my future.
i'm sick of teachers provoking me so that i would work harder.
i'm sick of caring so much.
i'm sick of having nightmares all the time.
i'm sick of being so freaking stupid.
i'm sick of being such a crybaby.
i'm sick of my existence.

i'm sick of life.

i'm at my limit already.
what more do you want me to do?
i'll gladly jump, if it weren't a friggin' sin.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Ihatemyselfsofreakingmuch!

I'M ALWAYS LOSING THINGS.
NUMBER OF TIMES I LOST MY WALLET: COUNTLESS
NUMBER OF TIMES I LOST MY PHONE: 2 I THINK.
NUMBER OF TIMES I LOST MY EARPIECE + THUMBDRIVE: 2

SO BLOODY ANNOYING.
UGH.

A few days ago, I lost my Malaysian wallet. With about 63 ringgit left and my popular card inside. Today I friggin' lost my earpiece and thumbdrive AGAIN. Twice this year la. Dammit. I should cut off my hands.

That's all I'm blogging.
I only blogged to vent my pek-chekness.

Bye.

Back to school.

Hey, I know my hair sucks.
No need to rub it in.

It's only the first day of school after a not-very-long break and we're bombarded with homework. Ugh. So this is Secondary 4 life. It sucks. We're ending school like 4 or 5 everyday except friday. Plus tuition at night almost everyday.. I can die. But still, I'm using the computer now. Ha.

Okay, let's see.
Since people are telling me I have not been updating and I have nothing much to say on this blog, I shall talk about a movie I watched weeks ago.

Dance, Subaru was an awesome movie. Of course, almost anything related to Japanese is awesome. Almost because the one thing that's not awesome about them is that their ancestors tortured so many of our ancestors' lives before. Otherwise, they rock.
Anyway, the movie was really good. It's about this girl and her desire to learn ballet and be a professional dancer.

That's all I'm blogging.

SHOO PEOPLE!
GO STUDY, GO STUDY!

I'm back to blog.

You know why?

'CAUSE I'M DONE WITH THE F&N COURSEWORK

PART A!

OMGYAY!

Life's been pretty good. No, actually it isn't.

First, my results.. UGH.

Second, my parents are overseas. Meaning I have to go to school myself. (I know I sound spoilt. But I really need the sleep!)

Third, teachers are piling us with more work. OH HOW NICE.

Fourth, I'm getting eyebags from all the late nights.

Fifth, I was falling asleep during the MTL O Level Paper 2 on Monday. I'm so getting a distinction.. NOT.

Sixth, my fat cousin has been pissing me off wayyy too much these few days.

Seventh, I think I'm really retarded.

Eighth, I lost both my 2GB thumbdrives together with my iPhone earpiece and some braces thing last week. Yeah, and my coursework was inside one of the thumbdrives. OHMY.

Nineth, I'm wasting time blogging. 'Cause the blog is already too dead to revive.

Tenth, I'm still in school uniform.

So yeah, I have to shower.

BYE FELLOW RETARDS!

He came back yesterday afternoon.
Just when I called him a nutcase.

Oh well (:

That nutcase decided to stay in Malaysia for 2 more weeks.
Without telling me. Without sparing a thought for my feelings.
Of all places.. Malaysia?!
I thought he would choose to rough it out in Japan or something.

Damn, I miss him ):

I miss RGPS.

I miss my friends.
I miss the teachers.
I miss the canteen food.
I miss playing hopscotch after school.
I miss making noise and playing games in the school bus.
I miss talking about "encounters" others faced in the school toilet.
I miss the atmosphere that is present during CIP fairs.
I miss playing board/card games after exams.
I miss going to haunted houses by other classes with my friends.
I miss playing Tom Sawyer on the PC in the school library.
I miss hiding behind the bookshelves in the library, eating with my friends.
I miss. I miss. I miss.

Today..
is a freaking retarded day.
Tommorow..
will be worse than today.

Damn ):

C
O
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A
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SAY IT TO MY FACE, BITCH.

Watched Paul Blart: Mall Cop on Sunday.

I predicted..
it was gonna be a dumb show.
It turned out..
to be a dumb show.

Thus, I was right!

So if you're planning to watch it, DON'T!
Trust me. Go watch some Japanese movie instead.
That's exactly what I missed out on.

Okay, got loads of homework waiting for me to start on.
BYE PEEPS!

YEAH, BABEY!

FINALLY GRADUATED FROM LIBRARY!

No more shelving!
No more book sharing!
No more staying back!

Ah, today was pretty eventful.
We played the FINDING EXCOS game again.
-_- Traditional game or what?
We ran and screamed all round the school. As usual.

And then..
Guess what? Guess what?
Trizia struggled so much (we already caught her -.-) that my specs got abused.
It was like, crooked and I couldn't even wear it again.
So I had to squint my way around the whole school, trying not to lose my group.
Anyway, my super-daddy fixed it for me and handed it to me when he came for the hand-over ceremony. Aw (:

Saw ______.
Who gave me a _______ face.
What. The. Shit. Was. That. For.

That's all I wanna blog about today.
So,

BYE PEOPLE :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELINDA!

I just finished watching the movie, Slumdog Millionaire.
Oh my my my. It was really interesting. Awesome movie!
I was expecting it to be good anyway. Seeing that it won 8 Oscars.

Yep, that's all I logged in to say.

I know that's quite dumb. Heh.

IMMA B****F*** NOW :D

Oh man.
It was so freaking fun smiling at people today.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

FRIZZDAY THE THIRTEENTH

We went to the Science Centre today to make soap. Two mothers from PSG were our chaperones for the day and lemme tell you, THEY ARE DAMN ANNOYING.
Our soap wasn't even solidified or whatever yet but they kept hurrying our group to put the disgusting substance in the mould. In the end, it turned out so freaking gross. Except for that part, everything else went well. It was FUN! Quite. Fajrina probably felt today is the best day of her life. AHAHA! The guys had a blast blowing their gloves after the experiments. Lol. Some were damn cute. Reminded me of UDDERS. I'm not saying udders are cute though.

Anyway..
Here are some photos (:

Soap?My attempt at a question :D (Janelle couldn't stop laughing at it -.-)
The correct answer. LOL! World of a difference eh?
Hafiz's blown up gloves.
Sonesh's.

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Bitch 5 Bitch 5 Bitch 5,
get out of my sight please (:

You never did take me seriously, did you?

COMPARISON

Everybody likes to compare.

Parents..
"See that?! People are working hard for their degrees while you just laze around all day!"

Teachers..
"You may be the best class but 102 is better behaved than all of you." (Remember, 101'06?)

Teenagers..
"Why am I not as good-looking and smart as him/her?"

Children..
"He's so lucky. He's got a PSP, Nintendo DS and a Wii at home while all I've got is a Gameboy Colour."

Comparison is everywhere. Annoying, isn't it? Especially when your parents compare you to some smart ass. Especially when you compare yourselves with some perfectionist. Is it in our nature to do this sort of thing? I wonder..

Hmm..
If you're waiting to hear about my results, I've got only one word for you.

HORRIBLE.

I failed quite a few subjects. I only did OKAY for 2 subjects.
Keyword: OKAY.
I deproved a lot. Damn.
Oh well.. Expected.

._.

I'm starting to love songs by The Offspring and The Script (:

Everybody is moody today.
Come on, people.
CHEER UP! COMMON TESTS ARE OVER! :D

I think I'm suffering from insomnia.
I can't sleep. At all.

):

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Fine. I'll tell you people about my new lover.
His surname is Nintendo.
His name is Wii.
Yeah, so he's none other than the very ENTERTAINING Nintendo Wii.
Go bang your heads if you actually believed that post. LOL.
Like I would announce my love life on my blog. If I even have one.

Anyway, THURSDAY ROCKED!
I had many visitors. Okay, maybe not a lot. But it's better than none.
Eric, Han Wei, Yoong Kai and Zaniel came. I thought Eric was just gonna come and pass me the form for Geography but the whole group came and they actually played with my childish cousins!
Kang Kiat came later to pass me my other work and lemme copy his Chemistry notes.
So.. THANK YOU PEOPLE! (:
They saved me from a few hours of boredom.

Oh! Oh! Oh! Common Test is next week! YAYYYYYY! I'm gonna fail! Isn't that exciting? I'm sure the spammer would be REALLY HAPPY for me. Haha, whatevs.

P.S.
JAPANESE GUYS ARE HOT!
FAKE JAPANESE GUYS ARE NOT!

SAYONARA~

I'M BEING OSTRACISED BY MY OWN FLESH AND BLOOD!

I couldn't have dinner with my family!
WTH! WTH! WTH! WTH! WTH! WTH!
It's so freaking saddening okay..
It's like, they were all eating in the backyard.
And I had to freaking eat in the house.

DAMMIT! I'M ALSO STUCK UPSTAIRS NOW 'CAUSE THEY ALL DON'T WANNA SPREAD CHICKENPOX TO THEIR GRANDKIDS.

):

P.S.
I wanna take up fencing!
Anybody willing to sponsor me? :D

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I've got a new lover!

He's so sleek.

He supports me when I want to slim down.

He's so fun to be with.

He entertains me A LOT. Unlike most guys.

HE IS..

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TELL YOU ALL FOR WHAT! AHAHAHAHAHA.

:D

THE SPOTS ARE REVOLTING!

GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

I just couldn't wait one more week.
Typical impatient me.

Well, doubt it would have made a difference anyway.

SHOO SHOO!

IT has infected me. (Actually 2 days ago)

IT has made me sleep so much. Almost as much as a pig. (Fine, maybe I am one already.)

IT has been so tempting.

IT is gonna cause me to fail my common tests. YAYNESS.




IT is chickenpox.

Ya, you must be stupid to have forgotten that too.
Stupid enough to think I care either.

REPLIES TO TAGS:
Melody: Haha. Yeah :X
Angelu Lucifan: No la, just very tired. Sleep very late. I wasn't trying to sleep. I was trying not to nod off in an unglam manner. Lol.
Perri: PERRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We're damn lame okay. Haha.
Sarah: Hey hello! (:

Slept at 3am this morning. Lmao. Lucky I didn't need to run.
Alpine won.. As usual. Damn, when will Atlas ever win?!
LOL. Probably never.

I splurged a lot today. SHITTTTTT.
Buying stuff out of impulse again.
Dumb.

Frustration taking over.

Am I the world's most clueless person or what?

I fell asleep in almost every class today. Nice.. What a pig.
Actually, yesterday. Since it's past midnight.
Quite a horrible day, I must say.
Miss Huda is gonna bully me every Chemistry lesson now. Shit.
And Mr Samuel Wee.. Hopefully, he stays clueless.

What's the point of carrying on with this stupid charade?

It looks like my immune system is bloody strong.
I haven't got chickenpox!
Fatty is going back to school tomorrow and Skinny has gotten it.
And what about me?
NO FRIGGIN' CHICKENPOX!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Life is so unfair ):

The past few days was SHITTY.
No, it was SHITTIER THAN SHIT!
I shall not state why.
Just know that this whatever-it-is has been pissing me off, making me damn vulgar and seriously upsetting.

Luckily, I've got people to make me laugh :D

Today..
I went to Pizza Hut with Janelle and Shahidah. 'Cause somebody felt like eating pizza but in the end, the one that ordered pizza was me -___- Then Eric was supposed to meet us. But Yoong Kai, Zaniel, Han Wei and He Shen tagged along. LOL. So we had to shift places.
OHMYGOSH. I TELL YOU.. THEY ARE SO EMBARRASSING OKAY!
*shudders at the memory*

Damn coursework. Screw it.

Oh gosh. I really hate Shanti okay! Because of her, I can't buy the star jacket from Esprit!

Ass. Ass. Ass. Ass. Ass.

Anyway, interesting things happened today. Interesting conversations I mean. Haha!

You know what?
I just realized what a jinx I am.

I was playing blackjack with my relatives earlier on and I kept losing money. And when I went off for a while to get some kueh bangkit to eat, my grandaunt helped me look at my cards and it turned out I've got double aces! WTF! I'm happy of course. But that only happened when I'm gone. And then, during the last few rounds, I finally managed to get an ace and a king but that was only because they changed the dealer.

Man, I suck.

Haha. Whatevs.

Ahem. Jon's lucky I didn't take any photos just now.
HAHA!

Anyway, CNY was B-O-R-I-N-G. Especially the first day. So little red packets. Just because the fatty has got chicken pox, so many relatives didn't want to come ):
No blackjack too. That sucked.

Just now, when lessons ended, Shahidah's knee suddenly hurt and she ended up having many escorts. Haha. The library was so noisy 'cause of her. Tsk, Shahidah. Bad example. Kidding :D
Anyway, have a speedy recovery yeah? (:

Yep. Nothing is happening in my life now. So bye.

REPLIES TO TAGS:
PJ: Okay, if I remember. HAHA. I'm lazy.
PeRRi: Er? Thanks. Wish you good luck too?
PEARLENE: Happy new year to you too!
yaling'♥: Hello, happy new year to you too! And yeah, that's Jon Tan Kun Ming. LOL.
Jon: Yes, Jon? How will I die? HAHA! Of course you're the one I'm calling a retard!
Janelle: Cheer up, girl! Don't bother about the bitch (:

Sarah's party was fun-tabulous. And so very tiring.
Here are some photos.
I only have pictures of a certain retard *ahem*


Retarded nerd right? Pregnant some more. LOL.
Okay, nothing more to see here.
Continue with your red packet collecting.

P.S.
My deepest condolences to the Tangs. May he rest in peace.

not in the mood to blog.
but..

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SARAH!

car, bang me please.
chickenpox, infect me please.
homework, suffocate me please.
mentally disabled, kill me please.

I miss the hospital ):

I am so screwed.

FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT! FAT!

SAVIOUR OF THE DAY:

Tiring day.

Was walking to the bus stop when I noticed a group of people. Luckily, that person on top saved me from a WHOLE lot of awkwardness. HAHA.

That's all for today. I just had to give her some credit. (No, she didn't force me.)

BYE.