I'm freaking frustrated. I can't excel at judo. I can't excel at weiqi. Why the hell am I wasting my dad's money continuing both? I feel like crying right now. I freaking lost a 9 handicap game. Wtfffffreak. I want to console myself by saying it's 'cause that guy was strong. But hello. No matter how strong the person is, WHO THE HELL LOSES A 9 HANDICAP GAME. The only person I could beat was Tracy. She is getting stronger though. Bet the next time I play her I cannot win anymore. I'm really losing my will to carry on playing. Same for judo. It's so frustrating. I can't even do normal push ups? I'm such a loser. Even I can't stand myself. I should stop complaining about that bastard all the time as I'm equally as loser-ish at him.
My grades are sucky as well. Wow. I should get an award for being Lousiest In Everything. Yay.
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