i'm missing my bro damn badly now. want to cry.
reminds me of the time he was in the army. i called him 3 days after he booked in and cried.
ahhhh. i'm tearing already. how am i gonna survive......................
): ): ):
i sms-ed him to wish him happy birthday. then he thought we were gonna see each other in church tmrw. that made me damn sad la. i told him i had the combined training crap. and he thought it was today. no that's not why i'm sad. i'm sad 'cause i'm not even seeing him on his birthday. i haven't gotten him a gift either. oh crap. my tears are like free flow drinks at just acia now.
i hope i win tmrw. although there's really no chance at all. i wanna win to make myself feel better. feel like i didn't bloody waste my time there. instead of getting to meet my bro. after not seeing him for days.....
i just realised it's like 3 days also.. from the last time i saw him. just like that time when he booked in. i guess 3 days is the max i can tahan being away from my bro......
i'm being so dramatic right now. lame crap. he doesn't know i miss him so much. even though i told him. hai. i'm so jealous of boyuan and his sis going to watch a movie together. i never got to do that with my bro ): unless you wanna count watching all my jap dramas and movies at home...
ah. i don't feel a thing for the friendly match tmrw. although i know it will build up as i near hwa chong tmrw. right now, i'm too busy feeling depressed about not seeing my bro.
bet this blog post is sounding more incestuous <- is that the word?
whatever, i don't care. i love my bro. but i'm not into incest.
bye.
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